That was like the 30th or 40th time you’ve popped in my brain today. And this is every day for me
Then again you could be engaged or something so thats really weird to think about.
I was in venice 2 days ago and this guy was hustling roses..they were giant and beautiful so i bought one. I got you a rose from venice beach. I threw it off the pier for you i just thought you should know
If I were really really ridiculously wealthy, I wouldn’t buy a mansion, just tiny apartments in every city I love.
I work at the los angeles equestrian center now, i was sitting on the lawn and i could name the different colors of horses because of what you taught me. You would always quiz me on which one was which. Thank you for that
I think i might have a problem because theres another person living inside me and its always there and its always relating every tiny situation or signal or feeling to you and i can be so happy but within seconds its gone. Every memory every picture every word is still burning in my heart and its literally the shittiest feeling ever. I had a dream about you and i heard your laugh in it and the past 2 days were completely ruined by it. i was on my computer and a picture of you cuddling rex came up. Imagine that. Im broken. Still broken. Just better at hiding it. And you’re my weak spot. My weak spot who i haven’t seen or talked to or known anything about in over a year and i can’t believe I’m still saying that. This is all so wrong i still remember the first time i saw you. the first date. the first time i kissed you. Everything. Its always you. Always has always will. I ran away to California to get away but i never gave up. I really wish we talked
Id like to reach out and talk to you but then again no i dont. Maybe ill run into you in a coffee shop or a dog park at some point and maybe it’ll still be there who knows but probably not